it been so long i never update my blog ..
ntg much to say tis time..
just feeling of guiltiness and sadness appear in my heart ...
i feel very stressfull.. m nt happy and worry that u dont know take care yourself ..i duno hw would u be next time wen m nt around with you.. eventhough i noe that u are trying to chg already ...but wen i control you too much .. i felt guilty and bad .. feel like m so bad .. even food oso want to controll.. aikss.. duno how la now.. just streesful and unhappy this few days :( ...
mayb i should just let go.. no string attached ..if that would let u happy and gets freedom..
